So here's the deal. I'm annoyed. Tired. Stressed. In pain.
I was put on Sertraline on June 17th and was on stress leave for three weeks. Sertraline was working. OCD symptoms were MUCH better. I felt hopeful, and better than I had in probably two years.
Then I went back to work and was okay for a few weeks. Then I started feeling stressed again. I work in a call centre. Targets are important. Cold calling is a part of my everyday. I constantly worry about getting fired because what if I say the wrong thing to a customer? It has been worse since I planned a trip to Florida and it requires funding, obviously. My doctor has upped my dose of Sertraline from 50mg to 75mg.
Then tonight, I started stressing because I put my waterski in the bag while it was still damp and now I'm scared, I'm going to have a mouldy ski that I can't afford to replace!
Sorry I like needed to vent. People keep to telling me to "just get over it."