I haven't been having a very good day today. I don't really know why I'm posting this. Maybe mostly to just get my thoughts out but anyways... So today was my day back at work after having a long 3 day weekend. I felt fine the whole weekend but then as soon as I got to work I started getting jittery and anxious.
I was blaming my coffee for my jitters and maybe I should try cutting that out of my diet but since I only could get 3 hours of sleep last night I was desperate.
Anyways, work was stressful... I work with children and they're a handful and my boss lady isn't the nicest or most understanding lady.... I had to go to the bathroom twice in a span of 15 minutes and I could feel her glare at me... but hey, when you gotta go you gotta go
I was finally off work and as I was getting in my car getting ready to drive home I was sitting in my car cranking up the AC and as I was starting to drive I felt like I was going to pass out of something so I pulled over and got a sports drink. I just figured it was the heat and I live in a desert so thats not uncommon for me. As I started heading home once again I felt that feeling again so now I'm thinking yeah it was probably my anxiety so I turned up my music and tried to focus.
I FINALLY made it home. The drive seemed endless. But I'm laying here on my bed and I still don't feel good. Shortness of breath, accelerated heart beat... Its lessening and maybe just getting this out off my chest is helping. I might just try to take a nap.
I haven't had to post here in like a year but here I am.