Lying in bed last while And I just don't feel tired. I feel on edge and nervous. I don't have any symptoms to b worried about really. There's an annoying tickle at the back of my throat that makes me want to cough, like a hair is or something is caught back there but that's it. I have nothing else wrong to report. Maybe my legs feel a bit weak from the run yesterday and my ribs feel a bit stiff from slouching but that's it.
Yes I lie here feeling really anxious about going to sleep. Like I'm going to die in my sleep. When on reality sleep is probably he safest thing I can do. Can't fall down stairs or get hit by a car when asleep. I could never get to sleep easily. I think it's always been a bit of a worry all my life. But I covered it up by watching tv while in bed and telling myself I was staying up all night watching this show. But the id fall asleep before it ended. Yet I feel too anxious now to actually sit and watch anything.
I just thought that maybe posting about it and talking about it outside my own head might provide me with some solace. Lying here with a weird tickle at the back of my throat and all I can think of is what if I'm going to stop breathing tonight and die. I know I'm not but yet I'm still so damn worried.