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Offline lilian

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just want to be relax again but always there is Doubt!!
« on: August 20, 2014, 07:34:38 AM »
hello every body my name is lili 27 years old girl with health anxiety disorder i really need to talk to you i cant believe finally find some people with the same isues i know you can  understand  how these month was horrible to me i was so deppressed so frightend so stressfull first it begin with a sore troat that i magnify it and i have some problem i felt some heavy feeling in my stomache and couldnt eat well cause of my stress after some days i figure out that there is a place in my knee that ache a lot and there is som little needle on it as i have exprience with ms fearing and i read a lot of article on ms forum with some first signals i remembered them and i related my knee problem to that i couldnt sleep at all several days i had really bad anxiety with 2 panic atack then i went to neurologist to make me calm i get and get mri and from the day til the result i felt a lot of anxiouse again i couldnt control it although i tooke the citeloperam that neurologist has gotten to me but there was always stressful time with obssesive though then them my mri came back clear i was o glad decided be more calm but couldnt my obssesive thoght said to me that maybe this chronic anxiety made some changes in your brain and made some leisures or blaques now!!!i couldnt tell this to my dr as it was rediculouse this kind of thinking made me so stressful i had some days with  headaches or fatigues or thinkig a little headlighted and again again again i think about ms sighns that made me want to go home from office it was horrible beleive me i was cryingand could noting to do with this obssess so the twitching begun !! oh twitching what is twithching i damn my self that i searched again an again to make me nuts!reading about ALS was more frightful so i decided to be checked about it !i got an emg and dr said to me its normal and its not sth related to your age and it s rare and tehre is no symptoms but the twitching never stops then i felt a little on my  tongue too !!i have some blood test it was good then i came back again too ms!why??because of new symptoms of my body subtle trembling and some shaking in my both arms and fingers sometimes in a day!!i dont know what it is my neurologist said that it is all caused because your severe anxiuose after all of this i decided to help my pour body because it was good before this but now has a lot of odd signals aches in muscles my knees or some time legs behind my knee !oh i forgotten sth that is strange to me is feeling chilly but my temrature is good but i dont like to be beside cooler!!because my legs and hands go for a mild ache like grandmothers!!i dont know some time i tell to my self it s ok all things will become good again but there is always negative thought there make me force go for another mri!!?i dont know is there any need when my dr say that it s all anxiety!i know i have anxity i admitt it but can tension lead me to get ms parkinson or somthing bad??because one day a doctor said me stress can make a peson to show onset autoimune deases sth like a Arthritis or ms ,i want you help me to be logical i get off my chess to you i know you understand me the best please help me  :fragend005:
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Offline Cuchculan

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Re: just want to be relax again but always there is Doubt!!
« Reply #1 on: August 20, 2014, 09:27:41 AM »
Welcome to the forum. Good to have you as a member. Here you are with like minded people. People who understand. As we all suffer from something or other. So feel free to ask any questions. Our members are always willing to help others out. Good chatroom too. 3 posts to enter the room.

Find the correct section of the forum that suits your condition and create a new topic on it. This is just a welcome section. Never really get the same amount of help in this section as you would on the other sections of the forums. So whatever one suits the questions you are asking. Get much better answers.
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