and feel worried about it? I posted this in the wrong section for some reason last time so want to repost it here.
Anyway, like 2 weeks ago, I could hardly find time to do some of my favorite hobbies, and I'd be obsessed about making the time.
But I don't know, in the last week, I've actually had some time and I suddenly don't feel like doing anything.
It feels like sitting in front of a plate with your favorite food and barely being able to eat a bite of it.
Yes, I've done some hobbies in spite of this, but I just can't seem to find the passion I once had.
I just feel numb and don't know what to do.
I feel lonely but don't feel like bothering trying to meet people, I don't even know where to start looking for friends.
I'm really worried at how small my world has become these days. Other than family, I am pretty much alone and friendless.
This is the first time where I haven't even felt like trying anymore.
I used to be interested in doing makeup, finding ways to style my hair, now I barely look in the mirror, just brush my hair and I'm done.
I've never felt such a lack of motivation in my life and don't know what to do.
Also, I'd like to find romance again, but it's the same as friends, I don't feel like trying anymore, and honestly dont I'll ever find someone.
Sorry for this being long, but a lot seems to be on my mind.