Thanks for all the support. I have had days where I feel like I will overcome this and today not one of them. Might be my crazy hormones cause just finished my monthly cycle. When I sat up the other day despite of how bad the dizzy head was, I made myself do it and I felt it inside of me that I can do this. Anxiety from all this is just making me feel run down like my body will shut down on me. I get upset when I can't eat cause I love to eat but my tmj issue is acting up again due to tension I'm sure.