you know I am KNOWN for smacking people upside the head.
seemeblue, your anxious thinking is making up stuff to worry over. this is (even though you are marrying the man of your dreams and you are thrilled to be getting married) due to the stress of a wedding and life changes. Your anxious thinking is using the amoeba as a cover up the big changes that you are about to do.
Maybe you don't think so. However, MY view is the more logical, more likely, and the actual thing going on here. It is not the amoeba thing that you are telling yourself..
you can talk yourself into it as much as you want. It will not, however, make you having this parasite any more real. In the end all you are doing is making yourself even more stressed out.
Your wedding will come and you will still not have the amoeba. your honeymoon will come and go and you will STILL not have the amoeba. you will come back home and begin your married life together in your home and you STILL won't have the amoeba. You will suck water up your nose again, at some point, and you STILL won't have the amoeba.
are you starting to get the picture? your anxious thinking is now and will continue to lie to you. that is what it does---it lies. You don't have to believe it or indulge it or pay it any attention at all. I am telling you straight out- you HAVE already wasted more time and energy on this fear than even remotely necessary. NOW it is up to you---are you going to keep this up OR come towards all of us waving you back to what is real???