Resurrecting this thread as I'm going out of my mind!
The pictures are of my leg, the on that I feel is shrinking! The one that I feel all this horribly vibrating/ humming/ twitching/ crawling in.
I hope you can see in the photo's, they don't show as vividly as I can see in the flesh (correct angles etc are hard to achieve), about the flatness, the dip & the dent, and the difference in size of my leg.
The difference in size I can kinda get over. But what it is, when I left my leg straight out to the side, the big dip happens. t's like my big muscle at the front falls to the side and reveals how there is no muscle there at the side of my leg. There's a bump where I've got some like upper thigh flab (I'm cool with my flab!) and then it just dips down into my leg like an inch, then it's all flat to the knee. There's the horrible dent, that's hard and about 2 fingers wide, creates a visible dimple.
I don't have any of this on the other leg.
The last few days I've noticed a real stiffness in the front of my thigh, like I used to have to really try to stretch this muscle out, and now I on't have to barely make an effort and it feels tight,
This thigh also aches constantly, not a bad ache but like a mild toothache, the kind that makes you want to rub it to soothe it a little.
I literally am convinced this is muscle wasting. Every morning when I wake up I move my leg and think, Oh thank God can still move it, and then I get up & think, Thank od I can still walk. ATM I'm waiting for the morning when I step out on the leg and it collapses under me.
I've lost around 6KG's in the last month- 6 weeks or so, and cannot for the life of me see where form other than this damned leg, it's the only part of me that looks/ feels any different.
It's tight & stiff & I feel like I'm limping on it.
So very scared. Any & all questions, comments & suggestions welcome!!!
Please talk to me,