I think I'm coming to the conclusion that possibly I have had DR for the last 14 years since I took Ativan 1mg daily, but didn't notice it because I wasn't depressed.. However, is there a possibility that the BZD has permanently changed my chemistry of my brain since I took it repeatedly for 14 years? I know I'm psychologically dependent on the drug since it really helped me out in 2001, so it has always been in my life.
However, what I think I have to come to believe is that I'm getting the spaced out feeling from nortrip confused with increased DR which is always there. I just seems like when I take the Nortrip I get more DR, or maybe it's just spaciness?
I know I'm probably trying to split hairs to figure out my problems are but it seems my doctors don't have a clue of what's going on..
PS Did you have spaciness when you were taking the TCA? Also, do you think when nortip is fully effective will/can it assist me in dealing with the withdrawls from BZD. I'm currently taking a maintenance level of 2.5mg of valium daily to stave off BZD w/d effects.