Im obsessed.. I think about my health every minute that im awake.. I have already done enough damage to those around me but its still 98% of what i think of..
I search google almost every minute of the day..
I only stop looking at google when i have found reasurrence and then i can stay cool for max 30minutes..
Then i do something or feel something and im back to google..
Every day, for more than 6 months.
Im scared of both Physcial and Mental health.
Its all the time, i barely think of anything else. Everything i do or say i link to mental health problems..
Ive even been told by my pdoc all i got is Adhd But i cant seem to stop beleving..
Its alooong time with this and ive copied symptoms since day one.
Worst thing ever was copying Sociopathic Havingg no emotions so since that (3months ago) i havnt felt alot. well.. atleast concious.
My question on this.. Anyone else who purely obsess about it? Everything you do or say relates to your physcial and mental health? And theres almost no room at all for anything or anyone to give your thoughts? I miss myself.. And i miss my gf..
- I even made quite a few posts on here, and that just proves my problem..