So I have had panic/anxiety since I was 5 years old. But out of all my triggers medical stuff is my worst. I cant have blood work done, or procedures cos I panic and the drs. cant work on me. I'm even afraid of the meds that they give to calm me, cos they make me feel different. SO my issue now is. I have all these real health issues... Diabetes, high liver enzymes, stomach issues that require invasive tests, chronic pain, arthritis, hormone stuff, high cholesterol/blood pressure, etc.. the drs. call me a mystery cos my 20 pills a day dont work. so right now as I type im FREAKING OUT. I'm thinking of all the test I need done and how I could have a stroke or worse and I cant calm myself. I've done yoga, watched funny shows, painted, read, written, etc.. I'm obsessing and feel alone with this. Anyone else have medical problems and have trouble getting help due to anxiety?