I totally understand. It's relative for me.. Feeling good that is. If I'm not having a bad day (less anxiety, less HA symptoms, less fear) then I define that as good.
Now, I need to get healthy. As much as I worry about health and as much anxiety as I have, I should be eating a LOT better and getting out and getting exercise but I don't. I remember way back when I went to the gym religiously and felt like a champion. I don't want to get addicted to the gym again, but I do want to get much more healthy.
I wish I just felt good as in felt healthy and happy and didn't have any episodes of anxiety or HA.