I am on my way across the country with my two kiddos. We're going to visit "Grammy and Papa" - my parents for FIVE weeks. Tonight was our first day on the road. We'll be driving all day tomorrow, staying in another hotel, then a few hours of driving on Monday and we'll reach my folk's house.
I miss my husband. He wasn't able to get time off of work to come with us. My HA has kicked in FULL FORCE today. I've literally worried about a brain eating amoeba, pancreatic cancer, breast cancer, blood clot, and heart attack. I'm so worried that something is going to happen to me in the next month and I'll never see my husband again. Does anyone have any advice or words of wisdom? I'm literally in the hotel room on the verge of tears right now. And I can't shorten the trip. Too many events to attend. I miss him so much and desperately want to see him again. I want to be in the comfort of my own home, my own routine. Someone to turn to.
I cannot come to my folks with my worries, they already think in bits. But my husband is my voice of reason and my source of comfort. I'm worried about how I'm going to get by within the next month without him.