Just reading the titles here I see al the same things I've been going through for a few years now. I finally don't feel crazy. Doesn't change the trembling, nausea or lack of focus but at least I'm not the only one.
I'm uninsured in the US so I can't get help for this. I don't drive anymore unless it's to get cigarettes. I've literally thought I was going to pass out the few times I've driven behind the corner. I've cut caffeine still anxious daily. I have stopped working, I can't do anything really. Just sit and feel sick or sleep. Then drink. Drinking helps a little until I wake up with a hangover. I didn't used to be like this I don't know what happened that changed it. I used to go places, do things and exist fairly happily, now I just wait for my bf to get home before I can feel safe again and most of the time I'm still trembling and am afraid to say anything because well...it's weird.