I'm having such a tough time trying to believe that I'm perfectly okay and do not have lymphoma .
I've been worrying about my nodes for two years and five months . I must sound so frustrating to those without anxiety but I'm still concerned .
Now for me what's keeping me going is over the past 18 months I have gained over a stone in weight .
I understand weight loss can be a symptom .
However my crazy mind is telling me I only have put on weight because of my birth control so I really could be ill and this has disguised the problem
I had a normal cbc two weeks ago
I just want to be normal again I'm turning 24 on thu and could not care less about my birthday celebrations