so its 11:10 and im at home and I don't know what went wrong this week, especially today. I had finally got over feeling depressed last weekend and felt the normal anxiousness and then I at work wed. I get anxiety to where I felt I might need to leave work but I toughed it out and felt better by the time I left. Same thing Thursday, Friday went more smoothly but today I wake up and feel anxious. And throughout the day off and on anxiety. Then I go to my g/f's and we start talking about it and I get emotional and usually that makes me feel better but it made me feel worse and I got pretty anxious to where I had to leave an now I sit here typing this confused at to where my road to getting my life back is. When I was depressed I was still able to go to the gym an eat better and not have anxiety worry me. Now depression is less and anxiety is everyday. I haven't been going to the gym like I had an eating decently but not as good as I was. I don't know what to do anymore. My anxiety med doesn't seem to do the job, I don't have a real apptmnt with a mental health doc till july 14th, i'm seeing some social worker/therapist at the family doctor I see but I don't really see that going anywhere. I have been planning on taking a antidprsnt tomarrow and i'm not sure if ive been working myself up with anxiety over finally getting to tomarrow to where I was planning on taking it. I'm real nervous about it but I just have a feeling this could be the answer to my bad anxiety/depression and I need to take it. The way I feel right now is kind of how i'm picturing feeling while taking it the first few weeks. This has been such a confusing period of my life and I just want a path to take and fine peace of mind. sorry I keep posting stuff on here but I don't know who else to talk to.