Well, if you didn't put this out here, I would have. In addition to the same problems that you have, I shake (out of nervousness) a little bit and sweating like take a shower every other second. Ow I forget the biggest one, always direct my meetings with girls to friendship zone (I think 'cause of scared of denial and loss of confidence, whatsoever) .. and it hurts so much that you are their friend who is by far the second best there for them while it seems that you are the only one who doesn't have that special one for you. To make things worse, I am very desperate on my situation and looking for something special to happen 24/7, which is not helping the case. Still to make thing worse, there is no tradition of a blind date (even date?) where I live. Screwed, right? You expected answers, but how about that? More problems.