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Offline KellboRose

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I wrote this today
« on: June 20, 2014, 03:20:38 AM »
Inside to outside
Twisted through
Which is artifice that feels like you?
Panic and fear holding your hand
Hiding from shadows you don't understand
If you obey this instinctive need
You might feel safe till the coast is clear
Longer and longer the danger lurks
Until hiding away doesn't seem to work
But now there's a pattern to follow through
Over and over it's what you do
Without conscious thought
No time to decide, you'll stay the course
Ingrained in your mind
Next time you want to run and hide
Take a step back and just ask why
Is this your choice or an echo inside?
For as long as your running your not living your life
What if you stop and face your fear?
It can't be worse than struggling here
Breathe in and out because your alive
There's more than one path to choose this time
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Re: I wrote this today
« Reply #1 on: July 05, 2014, 02:40:53 PM »
Very nice! This is something I wrote about my anxiety called "A Hypochondriac", by me Smalm:
I'm under a ton of stress,
My head is a big damn mess,
I hate this mental fog,
I'm not as dumb as a frog,
I fear death and I'm not on Meth,
I fear every twitch and quiver,
I even fear a little sliver,
I do not sleep much at night,
And it's easy to get me into a fight,
I feel like my head is caving in,
My anxiety is like the devil within,
I feel like my head is a big waste bin,
I fear every every cut will bring a disease in,
My anxiety is not much fun,
I can't go outside and enjoy the sun,
I even feel like my life is not much fun,
I'm so young and I should be enjoying my life,
But I can't going anywhere without my knives,
I feel like my life is such a fight,
Every day is fight or flight.
-Smalm, hypochondriac for 4 years and counting
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On medication, which is doing great! I love the major improvements it has made for me and he people around me for when I have anxiety I make others suffer, but not anymore!

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Re: I wrote this today
« Reply #2 on: July 06, 2014, 05:40:18 PM »
A very nice poem ! :) Love it :)
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Personal note no.23 - Think of some funny caption to put in here

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Re: I wrote this today
« Reply #3 on: July 06, 2014, 11:36:07 PM »
Thanks guys.  I like your writing smalm. I used to write all the time because it made me feel better but I never really shared what I wrote with many people so I appreciate the positive comments. It's good to share it with people who might understand what I'm writing about :)
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