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Panicked, breaking down... Rant!!! Need reassurance :(
« on: June 04, 2014, 04:30:08 PM »
Ok, I am absolutely panicked right now!!!  B-;

Why is it that EVERYTIME I worry about some symptom, I have to come across articles in which people have experienced the same symptoms and happened to have a serious illness?!? It's extremely frustrating, not to mention panicking!!!! I'm so very anxious right now. Every goddamn time I get a grasp on my HA, there's something around the corner to bring it back up!!!  :angry:

I've had this spot like bump on my forehead for several months/about a year (I posted about it a few days ago). It's not sore, it's not visible to the eye. I feel it as a spot that just won't come out. Tried too squeeze it, tried some blemish treatment and it's still not gone. So I was just reading the news on the Daily Mail website and came across this article in which a young girl died of bone cancer after finding a 'tiny lump on her head' at age 13. That pushed my 'panic' button. Big time. All my peace of mind went running away. I feel like I'm breaking down.

I am incredibly scared right now. Utterly worried. Do you think it wouldn't feel like just a spot if it were a 'suspicious' bump? Do you sometimes try to escape HA and have it catch you back somehow??  >:(
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Re: Panicked, breaking down... Rant!!! Need reassurance :(
« Reply #1 on: June 04, 2014, 05:37:49 PM »
I know exactly what you mean, I feel like some days I'm getting a grip on my HA and then I will feel some stupid symptom and it will push me to thinking again I have something seriously wrong with my Brain or something else drs have not found. And I just finally decided to stop looking on the internet cause I swear it's like nothing but a death sentence. It will scare the hell out of you. No matter what you look up.

I honestly don't think you have anything to worry about. I think if it was something serious then you would have known by now.
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"The only illness that we can't accept is hypochondria."

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Actual diagnosis : chronic sinusitis.
Google diagnosis : brain cancer.

Symptoms : dizzy head feeling.

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Re: Panicked, breaking down... Rant!!! Need reassurance :(
« Reply #2 on: June 04, 2014, 05:48:22 PM »
Thank you for the reply :) HA is so, so frustrating. Oh believe me I don't google my symptoms anymore. I know how scary it can be and how receptive we are to whatever, and I mean whatever we read.
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Re: Panicked, breaking down... Rant!!! Need reassurance :(
« Reply #3 on: June 04, 2014, 05:51:15 PM »
Surely if I had bone cancer I'd be having bone/joint pains, fatigue, etc?? Am I being realistic or desperately trying to comfort myself?
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Re: Panicked, breaking down... Rant!!! Need reassurance :(
« Reply #4 on: June 04, 2014, 05:58:52 PM »
I agree it is very annoying. I've been dealing with it since feb and it's been a living hell. Mine started off with something as simple as a sinus infection. And google turned that into a ton of other crap. Big mistake for me!

I really do think you are ok. You can always have that knot looked at. I'm sure it's nothing. Calm down. Know it's hard but if you would have never saw that article, you would not have panicked!
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"The only illness that we can't accept is hypochondria."

"Never Google, everyone will catch an invisible tumor!"

"Anxiety is not a doctor. Neither is the internet."

Actual diagnosis : chronic sinusitis.
Google diagnosis : brain cancer.

Symptoms : dizzy head feeling.

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Re: Panicked, breaking down... Rant!!! Need reassurance :(
« Reply #5 on: June 04, 2014, 06:09:17 PM »
You're correct. Thanks for the kind replies :) Oh, I had a sinusitis (as well as a bronchitis, and an otitis) several years ago and god was it horrible. Pounding headaches, fever, etc. Without googling, I initially thought I had swine flu, until I went to the doctor. I can understand you found some terrifying stuff there! :( Poor you.
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Re: Panicked, breaking down... Rant!!! Need reassurance :(
« Reply #6 on: June 04, 2014, 06:29:14 PM »
No problem at all.

Yeah I'm trying to beat this HA to the ground!
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"The only illness that we can't accept is hypochondria."

"Never Google, everyone will catch an invisible tumor!"

"Anxiety is not a doctor. Neither is the internet."

Actual diagnosis : chronic sinusitis.
Google diagnosis : brain cancer.

Symptoms : dizzy head feeling.

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« Reply #7 on: June 04, 2014, 06:42:05 PM »
You will beat it! I think the key is to ignore it. Normally, your body should warn you when something is wrong. Not the other way around. So we need to control ourselves into ignore the irrational worries.
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Re: Panicked, breaking down... Rant!!! Need reassurance :(
« Reply #8 on: June 04, 2014, 07:01:40 PM »
I hear you! We are healthy. We are just fine. Only thing that's wrong with us our anxiety lying to us. I'm trying to keep telling myself that. It's hard when we feel weird stuff but yet when our minds are not thinking about it, we feel fine.
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"The only illness that we can't accept is hypochondria."

"Never Google, everyone will catch an invisible tumor!"

"Anxiety is not a doctor. Neither is the internet."

Actual diagnosis : chronic sinusitis.
Google diagnosis : brain cancer.

Symptoms : dizzy head feeling.

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« Reply #9 on: June 05, 2014, 11:52:38 AM »
True. Our anxiety tells us if we don't look too much into stuff, we will pay for it. We must ignore the 'voice' of anxiety if I can put it like that, but it's really hard because the fear is so intense that we don't want to take a chance.
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