I don't know if this is a kickback of my Mum and three of her friends being diagnosed with cancer in the last 12 months but my mind is just working overtime convincing me I have it too?!!
I'm 26, had a LLETZ in January to remove CIN1, and then was given all clear.
Now I've got another smear tomorrow. I wouldn't normally worry about it but Ive been having pelvic pain for three weeks straight.
The two are no inextricably linked in my mind.
Can't see to get through a day without panicing at the moment - I'm feeling terrified even to go running in case I randomly drop dead miles from home
Planning on trying a little run tonight, just near my home so I can go straight home if I need to.
Then the test tomorrow.
Then the wait!
GRrr...sorry, just need to vent a bit.