So I have been with a guy for over a year, the first few months were amazing then I started getting extreme cases of anxiety, so badly that i started doubting whether i loved him or if this was right. Im only 19 and hes 20 so both pretty young but deep down I know I love him....now my head is spinning thoughts of you need to break up with him, you need to break up with him, I keep fighting them saying no I don't need to...but it keeps getting worse. Hes everything to me that I could ever want or need, he can be kinda mean sometimes when were in a bad mood, and hes trying to be supportive..but these thoughts of You need to break up with him are litterally making me nuts! Is anxiety able to do this? Can these thoughts really be created by that!
Someone pleeeeease Help me!
I am also now scared of the stuff hes given me, I cant seem to bring myself to wear any of the things hes given me and im scared...im actually scared. I dont want things to end for us but why am i having these thoughts!