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Offline bobbyassustado

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New Kind of HOCD?
« on: April 28, 2014, 04:01:05 PM »
Hey friends. I think i'm going through some new kind of HOCD. (sorry about my amateur english)
There are dozens of topics about guys who lived their whole life being attracted to women, and only women, and suddenly started questioning "am I gay?" "Do I like Men?". I understand that. But, my case is a little bit different.
I'm also a man who likes women, and only women. But, a few days from now, when watching a porn movie, I looked to the man's penis and suddenly I stopped seeing his penis like if it was nothing, and I started to notice it. Boom. That was the beginning of my worries. I strated to think about penises all day long. On the first days it made me sick. But now, after so much thinkinfg, I'm not even disgusted for penis anymore. My mind keeps making me imagine myself performing b-jobs, and for me became so natural as imagine myself performing oral in a woman, like I always did. That's pretty bizzare. In other words, I'm not afraid of being homosexual. I still don't like men. And I know it. I just don't have any problem anymore with penises. @_@ And I don't like it. I wish I could be 100% straight again. If there's 1 person in the world who sympathizes with me on this, please comment. Peace, brothers.
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Re: New Kind of HOCD?
« Reply #1 on: April 29, 2014, 02:20:09 PM »
Whenever you would question yourself with thoughts like "do I think I like men?" Or "do I think I'm gay?" Does it become so hard to answer like your self doubting yourself so much because I'm going through the same thing but with a different ocd theme
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Re: New Kind of HOCD?
« Reply #2 on: May 11, 2014, 04:49:07 AM »
Why do you want to be 100% straight?
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Re: New Kind of HOCD?
« Reply #3 on: June 02, 2014, 06:26:41 PM »
I guarantee you, it's not a new kind of HOCD. It's new to you, but what you are experiencing is not uncommon with HOCD. OCD will pick new questions to cause doubts as soon as the previous question has lost it's shock value. You are simply bothered by what seems to be a new question, but it's really the same thing. It's tricking you because you don't feel as anxious as before.

Have you been officially diagnosed with OCD? Are you seeing a therapist?

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Re: New Kind of HOCD?
« Reply #4 on: June 03, 2014, 07:34:21 PM »
thanks, bbwire.
Cheesus, because that's how I always was.
gtripoli, thanks so much for your words. Yes, I have OCD. Not seeing a therapist at the moment though
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