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I am not coming back to this site as I obviously offend people and it also triggers my HA.
I don't know why I allow my HA to control me. I think it's because it's a real legit possibility I could have something wrong with me. No medication or therapist can promise me i won't end up with something I fear there for I think I am truly non fixable. I KNEW this would happen. I knew if my colonoscopy came back clear I would be right back to obsessing over other possible illness. I have a symptom and that's heartburn so something as to be causing that? And I'm scared.
I am 26 and will be 27 next month! I was up for about 30 mins last night with the heartburn! I don't know if anxiety causes it or what but I'm so scared! What if it's pancreatic or gallbladder cancer? Or possibly liver cancer? I'm back to obsessing. Also Zoloft gave me THE WORST panic attack of my life Saturday around 1am so I stopped it.