Welcome, and you've come to the right place. I think the one thing I can tell you is that anxiety, when you have it and get rid of it in one area will always find another opening and go someplace else. We have sensitive neural tubes. I used to have health anxiety, that has left completely, and now I have depersonaliztion which I'm working on with through meds and CBT. You can also have depsersoanlization, I guess, when you are totally focused on your health, too.
Hang in. My big fear was being admitted into a psychiatroic ward. Guess what. You havetobe suicidal or threatening tokill someone, so you'll be an outpatient. There's nothing wrong with your ability to wallow, you know in your heart of hearts, this is the result of your anxiety.
Get onto "chat," too. There you will connect with plenty of people who have what you have and are working through it. You will recover. You havein the past. This, however, as one ofthe previous posters said, is a cyclical thing. Comes and goes.
Good luck during your recovery,
Julie A. Cook