Drank last night, not loads but enough to give me a bad headache this morning. After mroe sleep ni felt a bit ropey, dizzy mainly and a bit of derealization. New medication im on, 2 weeks in. Mirtazapine. Made me eat lots almost constantly. Go to bed and start feeling nausea. I throw up several times and now my anxiety is going nutsa. I'm trembling, get a fdew hot flushes, stomach ache, bad gas. I just feel like i'm at death's door even though i know bi'm not. Cant get the taste of sick out my mouth. Feel like i need to vomit more but i'm scared to. Last time I vommitted a fewe months back I vomitted up some blood and went to A&E told it wasn't any cause for concern. But it's just got my anxiety going and I feel like i'm losing it. My hands are trembling as I write this I can't switch things off.