I woke up early yesterday, and things were bad right from the start. I've had anxiety for about ten years, and I thought I knew all my symptoms by heart. But this time it was different somehow. It's so hard to explain... I was looking around, and I felt like I didn't understand the world around me. Everything felt off somehow. I've felt like my vision was affected, like I couldn't see as well or focus my eyes to read. I'm do scared because I don't feel like me anymore. Everything I say or do, I ask myself, "Why did I say that? Why did I do that?" I also feel dumber somehow, like it takes me a minute to understand a question I'm asked, or if I read something, I have to read it twice because I read it wrong the first time. I'm so terrified by this, I swear I must be coming down with the youngest ever recorded case of Alzheimer's or something. I'll look at people passing by in traffic, and for whatever reason, I get terrified. I have no idea why. I don't think it's paranoia, because it's not as though I think everyone's out to hurt me or anything. It's just that I can look at anything, even an inanimate object, to "test" my reaction. More often than not, that reaction is fear. The wrist part of all of this is that I can't even put into words what's wrong most of the time. Am I crazy, or does anxiety really do all this?