Hello! My name is Maria and i am 21 years old. Sorry if my english is bad. My big,big problem is that i'm panicking everytime i see that nothing in life is certain. I have wonderful parents, but my mother has diabetes. You know how this disease works and, even if she is ok for now , i'm panicking knowing that in the future things won't work so well. I have a wonderful boyfriend too, for almost 7 years. I love him with all my heart, he is my first boyfriend and we grew up together. But again, i am so afraid, because i see around me how many people break up and i don't want my relationship ends. Even when i see a sad movie, i start having anxiety and it drives me nuts. I have all these question in my head and i feel very very sad.
How can you ignore all these bad things? In 3 months i finish the college and i have to find something to work in another city. I am so afraid that i won't have time for my parents and i don't want to get away from them. I just can't let go all these wonderful things. I am scared and i am not prepared. But i know that my parents would be proud if i start having my life, without all these worries. But is seems impossible. Sometimes i imagine myself being alone, without parents or boyfriend, and i feel so ill and crazy. Please help me with some tips, i am very sad