at work at the moment and can't concentrate at all, so thought i would come on here where other people may be able to help and offer some advice, i mean, i cant really talk to anyone else about my symptoms, its been going on for so long now that no one really belives me anymore.
if your've ever come across any of my other posts, my main fears have been of heart attacks and seizures. im scared of loosing control and passing out (seizure), i have a huge fear of something happening to me and there being no one there to help, im even to scared to be home alone, and even driving to work can be a struggle some days. i take 1/2 a lorozapam to get me through the day (slowley weining off them).
i cant stress how much i hate anxiety, i just want to be me again
and not worry about the future and death and all that.
im only 23 ffs, i have a life to live...but right now, its a shitt life.
so anywho, the point of my post, i have some NEW symptoms YAYYY!!!
...lately i've been worrying about strokes and MS (have not googled about these things though as i know what will happen).
my left hand and arm gets quite tingly sometimes, at least once a day minimim, and at the moment its like a dull tightness in my arm, kind of like cramp but not as bad - i kind of got used to it as its not ALWAYS there, but it still bothers me - told the doc, he dosent seem worried - I also mentioned to him that i get it in my face, thinks it could be my breathing (i am a shallow breather sometimes - i dont take time to slow it down and b r e a t h).
then today i started getting these feelings in my left leg, a tight, cramp like feeling like i need a good stretch. its along the back of my leg from like the bottom of my thigh and around down my shin. i made the stupid mistake of hitting google
and the words DVT came up. now i didnt know what this was, and this is why i dont like to google, if i dont know about it, it wont bother me, but ohh no, i couldnt help myself, i cliked on it and read it and now my anxiety is messing with me and im starting to worry.
i didnt go into full detail on DVT becasue i know it will make me even worse, but like should i be starting to worry about all these cramping/tingling feelings. i dont have any other symptoms, apart from the usual anxiety crap (palps, dizziness, heavy head blah blah blah)...
i hate anxiety!
are there any others out there in anxiety zone land with these problems?