I'm in a horrible place. Have been about 3 years. I've had anxiety my entire life. Got bad about 8 years ago. Health anxiety started then. I've had so many diseases I should be gone by now.
Had trouble getting pregnant. Finally did after a year and started nerve pain in hands and feet. Electric like and with motion only. Had baby girl. Eventually nerve pains went away. In the meantime convinced myself this was the start of ALS. Worst possible outcome. This went on for some time. Got back on Zoloft and fears subsided. The day after my daughters first birthday (Nov 6, 2012) my mom told me she was dying. She went in the hospital. I started a buzzing sensation in both calves and feet. Pretty much nonstop. Mom passed away 3 days after Christmas. My symptoms escalated.
Now to present day, all I worry about is I have ALS. I've never stopped worrying. My psychiatrist says I have GAD, HA, OCD, and grief. All of which could cause the buzzing twitching. Been to the neuro for several years. Tons of tests. All normal.
Any advice on what helps you? I'm in the mental healing process and will take any advice. My mom was always the one giving me advice, now I feel lost.