My story is posted in the Welcome Thread, so I wont repeat all that here; the basics are, this weird bulge formed on my thumb and wouldn't go away, and then another later on my pinkie, basically, and now my hand is sore. The doctors don't know what they are even after an X-Ray.
Suffice to say, I have an MRI scheduled for Thursday and I'm freaking out over that right now. I'm terrified of getting bad news or of this not even getting resolved and it dragging out, and it's driving me crazy. Before these attacks started up again I was never like this. I've turned into such a neurotic mess lately because of stupid mysterious welts and now I can't focus on anything unless I'm drugged up on strong anti-anxiety medication. Every little twitch, every pinch, every cramp or headache (and I'm even sure the headaches are from not eating enough) I see as connected to this stupid hand thing!
I can hardly eat anything, and I'm FREEZING all the time, with this twisting feeling deep inside. Feels like I'm just exhausted on stress mentally and physically with this hanging over my head.
I'm really scared, I feel like such a weak pathetic coward! Any help with this would be appreciated, greatly.