Hey guys, new poster here and long time anxiety sufferer. I took Paxil and occasionally lorazepam for about 6 years.
My problem is a couple weeks ago I got this hot spot.on the back of my left leg. It isn't hot to the touch and there is no pain, redness or swelling. Then about a week and a half ago I noticed hair on both of my wrist seemed to disappear. Same spot on both wrists. Also on the back of my calf's on each leg there is a spot with no hair.
Noe I freaked out about that but I could manage it. About a week ago I had the runs. It was like water (sorry) so I went out and got dome Imodium. I only took 1 and it helped get rid of the diarrhea. Well the next day after that I started getting all of these stomach/intestinal issues. I felt bloated, I got pains in places all over my abdomen that moved around. Also it felt like I was pushing out my stomach and my abdomen always felt tight and I felt myself always tightening my ab muslces. At first I was worried about a blockage but I have bowel movements and there is no visible blood in my stool.
Now I have have some sharp pains once in awhile in my abdomen and it feels tender. When Inoush in different areas there is no bad pain. I have a little that moves around but not too much. It really feels like bad gas pains but its been a week. Also I am losing weight which part of the reason is that I am scared to eat because of my intestinal issues. Another thing is when I have my bowel movements it feels like the muscles when Inlsuh around my ribs will not contract all the way.
Another symptom, is lower back/hip pain. I normally have lower back pain after working but recently If I walk around for an hour my lower back kills me and my hip. Nose I have a dull ache inmy lower back with pressure lime someone is poking my back. I take Krat for my anxiety and it helps chill me out. I have been talking it for months now but I know people who take it for years and have no problem. I'm kind of worried that it messed up my insides.
Another thing I have are lumps in my left leg. They have been there at least 10 years and I think those might be cysts. Also I thoughtabout liver cancer or problems but I remember a doctor telling me the first sign of tthat is Jaundice which I don't have. Also I think I could of blocked some bile ducts with taking Kratom for so long. My anxiety used to get really bad. Back in 03 when it first got bad one of the diseases I thought I had was ALS. I was so worried that I actually started getting twitching all over my body. Any disease I thought I had I would develop symptoms. This one is different thought. There is no way that this back and abdominal pain could be caused by Anxiety. Its too real, I feel like I'm in a dream but I'm not
My health insurance doesn't kick on for a month so I can't go to the doctor yet. Sorry about this rant bit I'm scared and needed to get this off of my chest.