Okay, so this is my story:
About 3 years ago I started having very sharp pains in the upper center of my abdomen (epigastric), just below the breastbone every 6 months or so. These would occur after a very heavy meal and sometimes just a sip of alcohol. I figured gallbladder so I did not concern myself with it. Last July I decided to go get it checked out just to be certain and after ultrasounds, barium tests, ejection studies they told me that yes I had a low functioning gallbladder (20%). They said just to deal with it as long as it didn't affect my life and to watch my diet.
Fast forward 1 month to July of 2013, a coworker of mine was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and passed away. After his funeral I was speaking with another coworker and was told "They thought it was his gallbladder at first." I have been OCD for my entire life, but usually about hobbies and clean things and etc, but at that moment something changed. I began researching pancreatic cancer and began thinking that I must surely have it. It consumed my thoughts, but I couldn't help it and sure enough after a few weeks of this extreme anxiety I began to feel a gnawing/burning pain just to the left of the bottom of the breastbone but only about an inch at most to the left of where my gallbladder pains were. I then began to feel naseus after eating and began to lose weight, so I decided to get my gallbladder removed because I figured that was the issue.
Last September I got it removed but soon after the gnawing/burning came back in the same spot it was at prior to the surgery so I decided to see my doctor about it. He told me that he thought it sounded like Gastritis and prescribed me Zegerid for 12 weeks. The Zegerid began to help but every now and then I would have flare ups where the burning/gnawing would really bother me during the day but overall I felt much improved. At the 8th week I decided to see a gastroenterologist to see if he had any other recommendations, but couldn't see him until a month later so I booked the appointment. By the 12th week of Zegerid I felt practically healed. Maybe every couple of days I would have a few seconds of the burning sensation but it would quickly go away. I decided to keep my appointment however just to see if he had any other recommendations to keep it away. At my appointment, he said sounds great but recommended staying on the Zegerid for another month to make sure the symptoms went away completely, or else he wanted to start doing more tests (Upper Endoscopy) and make sure it isn't the Pancreas. Sure enough, at that moment my mind started going again and by that evening the burning/gnawing pain was back.
2 Weeks after this the issue was still there so I called to make an appointment for an Endoscopy. I went and had that done at the beginning of February, and a Biopsy came back showing that I had Chronic Gastritis. He recommended staying on the Zegerid til everything completely cleared up and I felt so relieved. Soon after the pain started to subside again.
Well of course, now again I am worried that it is just a symptom of something else and the issues are just coming back. I was wondering if anyone here had a similar situation that they were able to overcome or recommendations on what I should do next. This is such a terrible issue but I just can't stop worrying.
FYI I am a 28 year old male, so I don't need this so young.