Ok, so this upcoming Wednesday is ash Wednesday - aka when lent begins.
I'm not even catholic, but I do have a personal relationship with Jesus and I attend an Assemblies of God church...but lent is fun anyway, right?
So I'll admit - I've never given up googling. And usually, when I google, I'm more REASSURED rather then panicky. However, as we all know, when we receive reassurance from whatever source - be it google, a doctor, a relative, a friend, or a test result - it's only short lived until the next symptom sends us into a frenzy.
However, in my recurrent HA journey, I believe that God is teaching me to trust in Him more, and rely less on my own understanding. In all of my ways to acknowledge him, and rely on HIM for my reassurance and peace.
I would say that I'm a control freak. Yep, I admit it. I like things to go my way and I have a hard time trusting anything. Especially God. This is not okay, not for me anyway. So for the next 6 weeks, I'm surly going to do my best not to google, see the doctor (minus routine appointments I already have scheduled) or have a medical test (unless the DOCTOR mentions it and really feels the need to have it done).
Of course as I'm writing this, some would call it Murphy's law, others, like myself, would call it the temptation from the enemy - will surly ensue. I may need your help on this journey.
Wish me luck! I'm sure I'll be a regular on here!!!