Yes, it does feel a little large, its easy to feel and I can see the lump in the mirror. I know, I hate going through tests also. Its really scary. But know that statistics are on your side and your doctor isn't concerned. Two pieces of evidence that things will have a positive outcome. I completely empathize with your anxiety. I do go for my biopsy tomorrow and I am totally freaking out. I am trying to keep in mind that its the anxiety that makes things seem so much worse than they really are and that there is a lower probability that something is wrong than it's really nothing. Try to keep it in mind. Tomorrow, I will be thinking of you and know you are not alone in your anxiety and fear.