hi, first of all i just want to tell you that you arent the only one. you worry about future, i worry about what i will do 2moro. i have been home for a year now with no work and school. just locked in my room all day because its too cold and the winter sucks here in canada.
i worry at night when i go to sleep, that what will i do 2moro when i wake up, i panic and feel lonely and depressed cause i have nothing to do. so i sleep all day thinking why do i need to wake up, i have nothing to do. i keep tihnking what i will do 2moro, what will i do at dinner time, i worry about every hour. and its making me feel crazy as well, but its getting better slowly day by day, i just spend my time here and help people and share my feelings. its helping alot,
now i can actually sit with my family in the living room, because it was a struggle to even leave my room and sit with family to eat dinner.