4 months ago I had a lymphoma scare that even had some of my doctors convinced, beforehand I was happy,healthy,aspirational 18 year old in his senior year and looking forward to starting my life. I had good grades, athletic,had a good social life etc. Within a week all of that went upside down and instead of graduating I was thinking I'd be doing cancer treatment. Now I constantly worry about my health. I keep worrying about cancer,specifically pancreatic. I was reading about how it begins growing decades before diagnosis and when diagnosed is usually too late. And it has me worried that maybe I should've eaten better as a kid even though Ive always been pretty healthy. I by no means had a perfect diet but I certainly wasn't overweight or lacking nutrients.It doesn't run in my family or anything and I don't have any risk factors but I still feel almost as if I'm doomed and can't stop worrying about it. What do you guys think?