Ok so I've had a horrible month. Severe dissociation and confusion. Panic attacks every night. And today I ended up in the er because of a really intense and terrifying panic attack. My life is a very confusing and stressful scary experience. Anyways they gave me some Ativan and it really relaxes me and make me feel calm but I think I'm experiencing some weird side effect from it. When I got home I was really tired so I tried to go to sleep but everytime I close my eyes I see very vivid and detailed image sometimes it's a full scale landscape or sometime it's just a shape or weird lines or something. Any ideas on what it is. It's really scaring me.