Yes, I have felt this way. I felt like I was overcome with panic and anxiety, I could barely function. I wanted to stay asleep forever because I would always wake up in a panic and I couldn't overcome my crazy thoughts. I thought I would never get back to normal. Luckily, I found these forums. They helped me tremendously. I went to see a doctor, she gave me Xanax for when I absolutely needed them and Lexapro to take every day. I will tell you- it has worked wonderfully. I also went to a couple therapy sessions just to talk some stuff out. YOU CAN GET THROUGH THIS! Anxiety makes you feel like you are dying, but it cannot kill you. You will bounce back, you just have to believe it. I did it, and it wasn't easy, but I feel 100% better.