I guess I came here looking for support. I have PTSD (mainly anxiety and depression) from repeated traumas. My grandpa, who was my number one supporter just recently passed away and I have been experiencing an increase in depression and anxiety since then. I have been excessively worrying and I just want to meet some people I can relate to since I have been feeling quite lonely lately. I feel a lot of people don't understand what I have been going through lately and I decided to start looking for some comfort and support so I can heal and get better. As of now I am finding it hard to get out of the house, when I force myself to, I just don't have any fun. I am consumed by negative beliefs and thoughts lately. I see a couple therapist and I have a psychiatrist. The antidepressant I am on seems to have stopped working, but I am in the process of figuring it out. I am finding it hard to get motivated and do things and it is difficult getting out of bed, I just want to sleep, it seems like my body has been through too much stress. I find it difficult to keep a job and generally feel misunderstood and judged for that (like I don't feel bad enough). I am 26 years old and a student. I'm studying sociology. I guess I just don't know where to turn to and I am hoping to meet new people. Thanks for reading.