I'm 17 years old and I have depression and anxiety. A lot of bad things have happened to me lately and I feel like I'm getting buried beneath it all. I feel very lonely and I cry all the time. I'm not sleeping, and its making my anxiety worse. All my friends have turned their back on me, and my boyfriend has been very distant. We are currently spending a bit of time apart and it's killing me. I don't know if I should be writing this or if I am doing anything wrong. I am truly sorry if I am, I'm just desperate. I feel like I am never going to feel happy without worry again.