For me I'm afraid to lose my carry permit. I feel the need to have protection on me, and I do not want to give that up.
Otherwise, my fur-babies keep me going. Therapist asked why I have 9 cats and 3 dogs. I said because they give me a reason to get out of bed ever morning.
Do you have something that keeps the men with the white jackets away? Although, I must say, if I could get a room built with nice thick padded walls and ceiling and a trampoline floor.... I'd pay to play in there!