No, no I really cannot relate to not putting up a Christmas Tree. I have Christmas spirit coming out my ears! : )
But, yes, I can relate to feeling so downtrodden about HA that you feel you cannot do things you normally do in life. I admit, I didn't go back and read your previous posts about whitehead pimples in your nose. But, what I might recommend is a good long stretch of time where you sleep well, eat well, exercise well, and reduce stress in your life as much as possible. I know you say that Bactoban works, but sometimes I find that our lives and environmental factors are causing these kinds of systemic problems and it's not always best to introduce chemicals in the form of "medicine," I know. I sound like a crazy hippy. I'm really not. I take aspirin and even used to use acne medication, but found out that it was just my makeup that was causing all my acne!
Just saying...if you're worried about the effects of your Bactroban, try another approach and see if it works!