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Re: Worried About Heart!
« Reply #20 on: April 21, 2014, 11:38:54 AM »
Thanks for the update.  I wasn't familiar with your story, but I read the previous posts and got up to speed.  I can really relate to your struggles, even down to the D.C. flight (mine is coming up this fall, I've already got an Ativan prescription ready to go  :laugh3:).  I still wake up in the night with pounding heartbeats, shortness of breath....all that.  What I've learned to do is tell myself, "Well, this is that same anxiety beast that's plaguing me.  They are symptoms only, not indicative of anything wrong other than anxiety."  Truth be told, that anxiety energy will find a way out, whether that's through laughing, crying, stressing, muscle aches, headaches, nausea, twitching, heart palpitations, etc.  We are like sponges that can only hold 'so much' and after that point we start to leak.  They key for me has been identifying the beast and learning how to work with it's symptoms.

I have had many tests on my heart.  EKG's, blood work, echocardiograms, stress tests, 30-day event monitors.  It all checks out.  I will say that I was first diagnosed with atrial fibrillation about 20 years ago.  I've had my heart go into "afib" twice, and let me tell you, there's no mistaking when it does.  It's not subtle, there's no wondering, "Am I in afib or not?"  Meaning, even though your situation makes you feel like you're dying, you're not.  The reason I'm telling you this is that simply having a fast heartbeat does not indicate trouble (as long as you've been cleared otherwise) and even IF something were to be found, it doesn't mean it's going to kill you.
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Re: Worried About Heart!
« Reply #21 on: April 22, 2014, 10:04:53 AM »
Thanks wegngis. I just keep having thoughts of "what if I get a heart condition or cancer from anxiety?" I've heard that anxiety with heart palps/tachycardia can wreak havoc on the heart and harden the arteries. I also know that a higher resting heart rate can increase the risk of heart disease. I eat a gluten-free, dairy-free, caffeine-free, alcohol-free, refined/added sugar-free, lean meats only, water & tea only diet and take organic flaxseed oil capsules 3 times a day. I also eat a lot of veggies and go running on a weekly basis (as hard as that can be sometimes). Maybe I'm being too obsessive but I just don't want to get heart disease. My dad has had heart issues and my grandpa died from congestive heart failure. It only really seems that they had it because they weren't very active or ate very healthy (I eat WAY healthier than my entire family!). It's just frustrating when my resting HR is high and I get this tachycardia/heart so often. I want to be physically and mentally healthy; and be free of this stupid worry/hypochondria! I've never had a holter monitor or echocardiogram because the doctor says I don't need it (I've had EKGs, chest X-Ray, stress EKG test, blood work and all have been normal) which frustrates me. It's hard to let it go I suppose.
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Re: Worried About Heart!
« Reply #22 on: April 22, 2014, 11:43:06 AM »
I eat a gluten-free, dairy-free, caffeine-free, alcohol-free, refined/added sugar-free, lean meats only, water & tea only diet

Me too!  I changed my diet about 15 months ago.  No regrets, I love it.

As far as "letting go" I totally, completely 100% get it.  It's really a day-by-day thing we have to battle through.
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Re: Worried About Heart!
« Reply #23 on: May 27, 2014, 09:07:42 AM »
Hey everyone, I'm really struggling again with heart worries. I just have a fast heart rate all the time (I think about it and feel my pulse constantly). I tried running on Saturday (I used to be an avid runner before anxiety) and had to stop because I felt extra heart beats in my throat (like a bunch of times) and earlier in the day too just sitting. Like I've said, I've had 3 EKGs, 2 chest x-rays, and a stress EKG with no sign of anything wrong. I'm so depressed about this because it's taking over my life again.
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Re: Worried About Heart!
« Reply #24 on: May 27, 2014, 10:51:39 AM »
snew13- Reading your original post, I'm amazed at how similar your story is to mine. When my heart arrhythmia first started (about ten years ago) I described it to my doctor as a "sinking" feeling. Those were my exact words. She said she'd never heard it described that way before, which scared me a little, but she didn't seem very concerned. Years later after a particularly bad episode my fear drove me to be tested by a specialist, and everything came back normal. The only thing they found was that I had occasional harmless PACs, premature atrial contractions, which are fairly common. No treatment needed.

You're going to be ok, you have a healthy heart that just changes beat sometimes. Fear is a liar: it's False Evidence Appearing Real. When fear starts to take over you life, that's when you need to dig deep into the Word and focus on Jesus instead of the storm. Also pray, tell Him your concerns. Completely unload and let Him carry the burden instead. Listen to worship music and sermons if you can. This is what gets me through hard times.

Praying for peace for you.
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Re: Worried About Heart!
« Reply #25 on: May 27, 2014, 11:57:43 AM »
Thank you, PsalmSeven. That's so encouraging for me to read. I have muscle twitches everywhere too so that probably just explains that it's all anxiety. I just worry that my heart won't be able to "take it anymore" and will just give up eventually or lead me to an early death of heart failure or disease.  I listen to Christian music EVERYDAY (K-LOVE radio) and am always praying (from the moment I wake up in the morning). I haven't been digging into the Word very much besides my weekly Bible study with friends. Maybe the Gospels will show me through all of this.
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Re: Worried About Heart!
« Reply #26 on: May 27, 2014, 12:27:55 PM »
Positive, Encouraging, K-LOVE! I listen to it, too. :happy0151: And I get the muscle twitches as well, but they've never really worried me... I guess I just assume everyone gets them. They're mentioned a lot on this forum so probably pretty normal. Especially with anxiety, like you said.

Your heart is strong, it won't just quit on you. That's a common fear with arrhythmia sufferers, but after a while it will diminish, because you'll grow accustomed to your body's way of working and know from experience that you're fine. I've had mine for so long that I don't worry at all anymore. Even when I do something I'm not supposed to, like drink a lot of coffee and send my heart rocketing and skipping beats, I know I'll be ok.

The Gospels are a great choice. As you read, let it remind you how much you mean to God and what He did to free you from all bondage--including fear. That's what I'll be doing today, as I deal with this nagging pain I have in my leg... You know, God doesn't promise a comfortable life but he can give us joy in all circumstances. Romans 8:28 is a promise worth holidng on to.
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Re: Worried About Heart!
« Reply #27 on: May 28, 2014, 08:47:06 AM »
Thanks. It's weird, today I have a normal resting heart rate this morning (usually I have tachycardia almost every morning). I had a high heart rate when I woke up and now it's down to where it should be. I feel like most of this stuff manifests in my sleep but I have no idea what I'm dreaming about. I'm REALLY hoping that my worry will subside too once I FINALLY, HOPEFULLY get used these feelings (I've been dealing with this stuff for over 3 years now). I want to become the best version of me that I can and anxiety has been holding that back.

I will say that where I was in August 2013 before I started my new job (gagging over the toilet every morning, losing a lot of weight, having lots of IBS-related symptoms, many random pains and twitches throughout my head and body, random adrenaline rushes, jolting awake panicked at 3am, etc.) and where I am now (mainly just heart worries) is pretty remarkable though. And I have not needed any medication (I refused) except Xanax as needed (I try not to take it as much as possible). That HAS to be God's intervention. I hope I can continue to make progress this way. I'm looking into some therapies I can do this summer. Guess I'm impatient.
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Re: Worried About Heart!
« Reply #28 on: May 29, 2014, 08:21:30 AM »
Woke up with pressure/air/weird feeling in my chest and throat every time I breathe in (throat doesn't hurt). I hate this! Feeling fogged and exhausted too (bags under my eyes). I'm SO tired of worrying about this stuff!!!
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Re: Worried About Heart!
« Reply #29 on: May 29, 2014, 09:01:06 AM »
I've been eating Paleo (for the most part) since Tuesday so maybe that's it? I feel lighter and weightless too, ugggh! PsalmSeven, do you actually HAVE a heart arrhythmia or is it all anxiety? Just wondering.

I'm praying really hard today!!!
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