I am a 20 year old male, and I think it's time to reevaluate my life. I've had a lot of major setbacks lately and I feel like I need to sort things out. My social life/love life have really gone downhill the past 2 years. I've tried dating again, and a lot of girls say that I'm amazing (not trying to sound like a tool), but they all say the same thing - I'm a great friend, not boyfriend. I want to go to college desperately but I keep changing my mind on what I want to do, so I feel like a wreck and I face constant criticism from my family because of it. I am so anxious that my life is going nowhere, and that it never will.
Now I have one idea and I would like anyone's opinion on it. I think I have decided to earn my Bachelor's degree in Biology and then further my education in Oncology, Radiology or some other type of occupation in the medical field. Now this will cost me $100,000+ when all is said and done. My concern is I'm wondering if it's worth it or not. Since my life is literally going nowhere now, I feel that in order for me to make something of myself, I need to be successful. Now I do want to help people don't get me wrong, but I feel that I won't be happy unless someone really needs me. And I feel that will be the only way I'll feel needed.
So does that sound like a good idea or is there a different way I should reevaluate my life?