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My depression is getting worse by the hour.
« on: May 19, 2013, 10:29:39 PM »
Long background story short, I was diagnosed with severe depression 13 years ago along with a couple other mental health issues.

Anywho,

I am so depressed that the only thing keeping me alive is my Mom (she lives over an hour away) and pets.

I am 28 years old, I live with an alcoholic man who no longer loves me - who hasn't loved me in years. I have no friends. I've been jobless for 2 years and I am over $20,000 in debt. I have absolutely no reason to get up out of bed everyday. I spend 95% of my time laying in bed either sleeping or playing on the internet and when I'm not in bed I am eating. Every night I make me "to-do" list for the next day, of course none of it gets done because I mentally cannot find the willpower to get out of the bed. I cry daily. My life has no meaning, no purpose and I just do not know what to do anymore.  I've tried new hobbies, everything I do I give up on it if I can't do it 100% perfect the first try.

I just don't know what to do.
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