This is a recurrent thing for me - does anyone else constantly fear losing their job? Often over completely irrational things? This happens at every single job.
I just started a job and, well, basically, I am scared to death that they will find out that I reneged on a smaller company's offer after they came with a MUCH bigger offer.
Now I have started and I'm convinced they will find out - ie. they will hear thorugh the grapevine, or from my mentor - and fire me because of this. I know this sounds irrational - they're going to fire you for taking their offer over some other rinky dink place?
This is a pattern. I convinced myself that my last job would press charges against me because I took home a fork once. Another time, I was convinced it would happen because I left 30 minutes early. The list goes on and on.
I recognize I am catastrophizing because I am anxious about having a new job. I also had two hypochondria spikes. Any suggestions for handling? I am on zoloft, but I am having a lot of breakthrough OCD lately.
Guess I just need a little support. I haven't had such a relapse in a while