It still doesn't make sense to me cause going through this is not easy, don't know why we would re-route the worry to something that makes us think we are going crazy.
it is amazing how capable we are of lying to ourselves. remember, too, changing those things that are really bothering us is hard or uncomfortable or too life changing or horridly scary. it is easier to have a disease and let a "doctor take care of everything" It isn't really
our job to fix the cancer or disease X. it is the doctor's. All we had to do is follow the instructions.
and while going through this isn't easy
it is a known
and for want of a better term comfortable. addressing those uncomfy truths in our lives leave us open to a lot doubts, makes us emotionally vulnerable or maybe physically vulnerable.... it comes down to the devil you know (anxiety) and the devil you don't..... That is what the "leap of faith/s is/are all about.