Hi Everyone! well, it is working, but just not as good as it used to work. This is really frustrating to me. What's really frustrating to me, is that I can't pinpoint a specific worry or reason. I don't really feel like I worry or that I have social anxiety or anything like that at this point, I just feel a little bored with life. Same old routine. Nothing challenging. No time to do anything fun. The only real anxiety i get is when i don't feel good, and it always seems to be food related. So that worries me a little, but nothing major. Nobody even realizes I have anxiety. I am very outgoing, very friendly, and warm-spirited. If they only knew. I was on zoloft 50 mg for about 10 years (prior to that it was because i had several panic attacks at night for no reason). Then in october i started getting these strange sensations, always food related, where i would feel like i was getting a hot flash or something (im too young for menopause). So then i wondered if it was the zoloft because no doctor could give me an answer. ALso, i felt like i didn't even need zoloft. So i stopped taking it, but weaned off too fast and had withdrawal. So then after about 5-6 weeks of not being on it i went back on it again. I just couldn't take the extreme nausea, weight loss, and diarrhea any longer. So then i had it even more so the first 2 weeks i went back on it. Now, im just back to my normal digestive problems, which i can't get an answer for. Oh, and i still get those weird hot flash feelings and it is always food/beverage related. THese weird hot flash type feelings i have been getting since october, they are my only source of worry, because i don't feel good when i get them. So from typing this, i just realized that is what is giving me anxiety, is that annoying hot flash type feeling i get (which is not very often). So that is the only thing bothering me. Even more so, is that i can't get an explanation from any doctor, and I have had several tests come back irregular but with no specific diagnosis, such as WBCs in stool but negative for infection, duodenal lymphocytosis but negative H pylori, negative celiac, oh and my RBCs are irregular (poikilocytosis and ovalocytes) but I'm not anemic. Rheumatoid factor elevated but they don't think i have signs of RA so that was dropped. It's just very frustrating because a lot of times I just don't feel good and "walk it off" but it is very draining. ANd i would like to have a drink like once a month but that gives me horrible hot flashes so that kind of bums me out. I was totally fine until october hit for some reason. Ever since then, it's just been downhill. ANd since i cant get an answer from any doctor, i have had to go against my gut instinct and think "well maybe it is health-related anxiety causing irregular test results... even though that's not what i truly believe... but i can't get an answer... so i kind of give up. I just want to feel like how i felt before october hit.