I am sitting here, depressed and my anxiety level is way high all cause of my mom. She is dying of Brain swelling and is the nursing home and she gives me so many guilt trips and my uncle is her power of attorney and got her a cellphone to use. Well she calls me like 9 or 10 times a day and every time we talk, she will give me guilt trips and tell me that i don't want to see her or that I don't care or love her. Well today her, my uncle and the social worker had a meeting and my uncle knows how depressed I am and all that so he went ahead and took her cellphone and gave it to my mom's nurse and now the only time my mom can call me is when she ask to use it and when she is done using it she has to give it back to the nurse. And on top of that if she calls me more then 5 times a day, I am suppose to let my uncle know and she will not be able to use the cell phone. Basically he is giving me a break from her and wants me to stand up to her from now on and it is really hard cause I am a momma's boy and she is the only parent I have. My dad left us like 20 some years ago, and I really don't know have anyone to talk to except my wife and she is at work tonight and I am so afraid and worried that my mom is gonna call and tell me that this is my fault that she cant use her cellphone as much , basically give me a guilt trip and make me feel like 0103! I don't know what to do, I don't have any anxiety pills left i just have my depression pills and my hydrocodone left, so please I need someone to talk to or for someone to give me some advice please guys! Anything will help! Thanks!
