I'll try to explain. Every time I'm about to talk to somebody, I think to myself "I have an obsession with with speaking and it makes me not be able to socialize correctly", which is the obsession itself, if that makes any sense. Does that make sense? I think people with pure O will understand. If it doesn't make sense, tell me and I'll try to clarify. This is all I can think about the whole time I talk, and it makes me stumble on my words, not be able to think of things to say, and not be able to focus on what the other person is saying. Now, I don't talk to ANYONE AT ALL because of this problem. Sometimes I'll just freeze up for long periods of time in social situations.
I can't say anything because I know I can't say it